so watch me fly

I haven’t posted in a long time. I know everyone wants to know how I’m dealing with...

Sun, 20 Jan 2013 05:23:51 -0500

I haven’t posted in a long time. I know everyone wants to know how I’m dealing with Carl and really truth is, I’m not. I’m not thinking about it. I haven’t cried for him. I don’t know how.

It doesn’t feel real and I don’t know how to grieve when I can’t believe he’s really dead. No one asks me to my face, so I don’t tell anyone. It’s just easier. It’s safer.

I’ve got a baby brother coming. My mum needs me. I have to be strong for them. Maybe when he’s here, I can cry for Carl. Maybe then, but not now, because if I start crying now I don’t think I’ll stop and I don’t think Carl would want that.

Maybe one day you will. But it's funny. You won't associate it back to this message. You'll just assume that I'm a stranger or an old friend or someone who gives you a funny tasting drink.

Wed, 12 Dec 2012 02:20:04 -0500

Stop it.

Rapunzel. Yes. I understood that reference. Anyway. Come on, baby. Tell me your deepest, darkest secret. Let it out, baby. I'm here for you. I'm always here... like the darkness under your bed. Mysterious. Waiting for your foot to touch the ground so I can snatch at it. I love you so, baby. I love you.

Wed, 12 Dec 2012 01:46:39 -0500

That’s not funny. I don’t know who you are.

But I can be /very/ interesting, Lydia. You have beautiful blond hair.

Wed, 12 Dec 2012 01:37:01 -0500

It’s not magical… So don’t get any ideas.

You're very beautiful and I wouldn't mind sinking my teeth into you.

Wed, 12 Dec 2012 01:33:16 -0500

That would hurt. Obscene anons aren’t really interesting you know….

Two questions and that’s it? Boo.

Wed, 12 Dec 2012 00:31:24 -0500

Two questions and that’s it? Boo.

ever been fucked?

Wed, 12 Dec 2012 00:16:24 -0500

No and that’s vulgar :c

Do you miss me?

Wed, 12 Dec 2012 00:16:06 -0500

I don’t know who you are.

↖ is now accepting curious anons.

Wed, 12 Dec 2012 00:07:44 -0500

I know I don't really know you, but I just wanted to say, good job for keeping your head up and not giving in to hate. :) -Beatrice

Fri, 09 Nov 2012 17:32:53 -0500

Awwww, thank you! You’re sweet, Beatrice! c: And I LOVE the painting you posted!

yeah? hopefully the kid doesnt turn into you, you big slut

Fri, 09 Nov 2012 04:53:41 -0500

Hi, Irene. I know it’s you, because nobody else calls me that. I thought we made up?

nobody cares about your mum, mate

Fri, 09 Nov 2012 01:08:16 -0500

Except me! I love my mum. c: And I’m going to be a big sister!!

formaldehyde-andkittens replied to your photo: I don’t think I’ve ever been so excited! Mum...

Fri, 09 Nov 2012 01:05:36 -0500

formaldehyde-andkittens replied to your photo: I don’t think I’ve ever been so excited! Mum is…

OMG YAY! So many babies!! Yay yay yay!!

Isn’t it exciting! Oh my gosh! Mum is like glowing and daddy is so proud!

I don’t think I’ve ever been so excited! Mum is...

Fri, 09 Nov 2012 00:31:35 -0500

I don’t think I’ve ever been so excited! Mum is pregnant! She isn’t due until February but I don’t care! I could have a little brother or sister! This is the best day ever. c:

Lydia Bishop, Slytherin, graduated with average grades and becomes a fugitive.

Tue, 11 Sep 2012 01:15:33 -0400

Lydia Bishop, Slytherin, graduated with average grades and becomes a fugitive.

At least today had a good end. DOC-TOR-WHO. <3 It was amazing! c:

Sun, 02 Sep 2012 04:50:40 -0400

At least today had a good end.

DOC-TOR-WHO.

<3 It was amazing! c:

Sadly and Oliver- you’re my heroes. Thank you for being so nice. Kate and Clara too. Kate- if...

Sat, 01 Sep 2012 15:15:17 -0400

Sadly and Oliver- you’re my heroes. Thank you for being so nice. Kate and Clara too.
Kate- if you need anything, let me know, ok?
Henry- please delete my number.
Finn- it was nice to talk to you today. c:

This party sucked.

Sat, 01 Sep 2012 04:35:49 -0400

This party sucked.

yummyinmytumbly: Scotch Eggs Oh noooo! Now I want one!

Fri, 10 Aug 2012 07:59:55 -0400

yummyinmytumbly:

Scotch Eggs

Oh noooo! Now I want one!

myownvanguard: I’ve only been gone for just over 2 months and...

Thu, 09 Aug 2012 15:58:17 -0400

myownvanguard:

I’ve only been gone for just over 2 months and it feels like I was never there at all…